(1) is a simple SMS away, perhaps (2) or maybe just one tough phone-call (3) could be a long letter (4) or re-reading of Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance (5) perhaps a mind-map is needed? (6) lock-down restricts but the mind expands (7) may well be realised following a clarifying conversation with a friend (8) sometimes does need pencil and paper (9) or just peace and quiet (10) a long run? (11) perhaps needs more love (12) or more conversation (13) but certainly less 'dialogue' (14) maybe (15) it certainly doesn't need money (16) time (17) perfect weather (18) a beach (19) a bigger flat (20) a publisher (21) permission (22) procrastination (23) 100% understanding (24) it does need more music (25) more dance (26) more being true to yourself (27) less bull**it (28) possibly some tears (29) and lists written (30) and lists realised (31) and literature explored (32) and paths travelled (33) late nights and early mornings (34) opportunities missed but now accepted (35) but never regretted (36) more looking at the moon (37) and knowing your real friends on the path (38) and that path swept of winter debris (39) and cups of tea and warm scarves against the chill (40) and a decision (41) and a start.