V is Vision
Stop chasing: start drawing. What's your vision? Take pencil and paper. A4 is a good size; turn it landscape and draw your vision; how do you want things to be in about three years time?
Your reaction to this exercise will be anywhere from 'easy' to 'impossible to do'. But it does seem to be very imporant to personal wealth to have a vision of what it looks like. So, give it some time but get it done.